Alone I break
Alone I sit watching the walls, as I lie there so cold.
Breaking inside for I feel, my heart is no longer bold.
Looking in the eye of solitude, I must decide right now,
I must decide will I take this, move on, or stoop low?
Lost in this thoughtless reality is the way I sit alone,
alone is the way things seep, deeper and harder to the bone.
Everything crushes me like a bug as I weep silently.
I must run, is all I can think as I lay here alone restlessly.
If I run from this devouring pain, I am then always free,
but no longer will I have family, or any type of peace.
And if I stay and face what is to come, I will sit alone in solitude,
in a place with concrete walls and everything to lose.
But of what choice to be chosen is still unknown to me
Unknown to all, for I still feel if alone I will not breath.
This test of will I have no way to possibly pass,
I've made a mistake and it's coming to finally get me at last.
Now that I must sit and decide which path to take,
I sit her